"My Name is Reuben"
My name is Reuben. Strange things always seem to happen to me. Once, when I was 12, my father came home fromwork with a dog. It had been wanderingaround the streets of Bethlehem, looking for food. My father is not what I would call adog person, so the fact that he even noticed the puppy, let alone the fact thathe brought it to me as a gift, is very strange indeed. “It will teach you responsibility” he said tome. I named my new pet Nero. My parents asked why I chose a name of Romandescent for my dog, to which I had no real reply. I just liked the name Nero. Nero, did in fact, teach me responsibility,but not in the normal way one might expect.
My father was a tax collector in Bethlehem. And while, he didn’t like Roman rule in ourcountry, he didn’t mind the paycheck and certain perks from being anattaché. He always thought I would growup to be a civil servant as well, but it just didn’t seem that interesting tome. My mother came from a family offarmers out in the country about Bethlehem. Thinking I needed an outlet to learn responsibility and hard work, myfather and mother sent me to shepherd apprentice with my mother’s brother. Since I now had a herding dog, my father saidit was fate. I think my father justwanted me and Nero out of the house, as this was his busiest time of theyear. Thousands were coming intoBethlehem in the next few months to pay their taxes, and my father didn’t needan inattentive son and his mangy dog bothering him when he came home.
I had only been in the hills for a few nights when the“visitation” happened. Some of the othershepherds hated being in the hills. Theywould much rather be back on their farms with their families and a roof overtheir heads, but they said it was necessary to go and get the sheep to bringthem in for shearing. I actuallypreferred the hills. It was much lessengaging work. Back on the farm, therewere so many chores to do, but out here, my main goal is to keep the sheeptogether and make sure they don’t wander off. Occasionally a coyote or two would have to be scared off, but generally,Nero took care of that and I spent my time laying down looking up at thestars. It was on one such night, wheremy life changed forever. I had justfallen asleep, when Nero woke me with repeated nudges to the back of myhead. I sat up and looked around. The sky was no longer dark, but instead atremendous light had taken its place.
Fear shot through my body as the other Men in the camp alsoawakened to the alarming sight. The fearwas soon replaced with pure astonishment as the Heavenly Being spoke to us,announcing the birth of a Savior. As ifone Messenger wasn’t enough to get our attention, a multitude of beingsappeared, singing and praising God. Asthe messengers disappeared and the light faded back into darkness, we were leftalone…(that last sentence reminds me of a song my forefather Joseph sang abouthis multi-colored coat. He was verytalented).
There was little discussion over what to do next, as none inthe group were of a mind to ignore a heavenly visitation. But, knowing that we all couldn’t go intoBethlehem to see this Savior and leave our flocks unattended, we decided toplay “nose goes” to decide who should stay behind. The game is simple. The last person to touch their nose in thegroup had to stay behind. Jonathon wasthe unlucky one. Figured thought, Healways lost “nose goes”. Having decidedthe caretaker of the sheep, the rest of us went into town.
On the way into town, I recalled the things which themessenger said, wondering to myself why they would send us to a Manger to findthe Savior of the World. I would’vethought the King of Kings would be born under more extravagantcircumstances. After some searching, wefinally found the right stable.
Upon entering the stable, those thoughts vanished. In an everyday setting, a stable is loud,smelly, and dirty. But this sceneprovided the complete opposite. EvenNero stood at quiet attention, as if he was soaking in all around him. I was doing the same thing. I had seen many babies in my day, but nonethat captivated the room like this one did. I knew instantly that the stories I had been told all my life regardingthe prophecies to come, were going to be fulfilled by this tiny infant. I stood for what must have been hours. Upon leaving, none of us could contain ourastonishment. We told everyone we met onthe way back to the countryside. We weretelling everyone how grateful we were to witness such a miraculous event, allthe while Glorifying God.
In all my years, I’ve been counseled to be responsible inpreparation of becoming a man. I’venever been excited for that time, and have often shied away from suchpreparations. But seeing that infant inthe manger, and knowing the tremendous responsibilities that awaited him, Icould no longer avoid my own duties, as I had an acute and solidifyingknowledge that he would not avoid his.
16For behold, I, God, have asuffered these things for all, that they might not bsuffer if they would crepent;
18Which asuffering caused myself, even God, the greatest of all, to tremblebecause of pain, and to bleed at every pore, and to suffer both body andspirit—and would that I might bnot drink the bitter cup, and shrink—
19 Nevertheless,glory be to the Father, and I partook and afinished my preparations unto the children of men.
Doctrine and Covenants 19:16-19
Merry Christmas to all my Family and Friends! May this holiday season bring us all perspective on true meaning of the season. As my Stake President said today in Conference "may we spend less this year and give more of ourselves".
Cheers!
I love it! I can't wait till we complile all the stories. Mom will love it.
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